I’m currently heading to my last days of being an international student. It’s quite hard to believe that these days will really come. The 1,5 year of journey will finish within less than 2 weeks.
I can never thank enough for such a lifetime chance. I don’t care if people say it’s only nearby, almost similar, etc, yet, they don’t experience what i do.
At least, for these 1,5 years, i have another concepts of going home. That crowded city becomes the place where i spent my holiday, meanwhile this large forest becomes the place that i feel like home. The place which my daily routine takes place. In this place too, i know those who really care and those who don’t.
So, i’ll say goodbye later. Hope everything will finish well. Amin.
Closing quotes from an article :
“When you live abroad, you realize that, no matter where you are, you will always be an ex-pat. There will always be a part of you that is far away from its home and is lying dormant until it can breathe and live in full color back in the country where it belongs. To live in a new place is a beautiful, thrilling thing, and it can show you that you can be whoever you want — on your own terms. It can give you the gift of freedom, of new beginnings, of curiosity and excitement. But to start over, to get on that plane, doesn’t come without a price. You cannot be in two places at once, and from now on, you will always lay awake on certain nights and think of all the things you’re missing out on back home”.
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end
(Semisonic – Closing time)