What I’ve been doing?
Where am I heading to?
What are my next goals?
Lately, I just feel lost. If someone ask me How’s life?
Then I’d probably answer :Umm.. i’m..lost?
Is it true that losing your loved one(s) can literally make you feel lost?
I do feel that. I’m no longer have dreams that make me feel excited to pursue, to make it real happened. Paris, Milan, Barcelona are no longer giving me stomach-ache by remembering them, of how much I really want to be there before this.
I thought of how great it will be to be a mother. But now, I just feel anxious every time I think about it. Not that I don’t want to be one, but the thought of raising child(ren) is quite frightening,now.
Work?Just refused another good opportunity. No regret.
I feel like trapped in my own body and mind.
And I miss my mum.