The last day of my 20’s.
I am having a new number insya Allah in few hours. How does it feel?
To be honest,
It is scary.
It has been great along these 10 years. People say that 30’s will be more exciting. I hope mine will be too. But, I will start the new phase by having the most important role as a human. A mother. That what scares me most, I think.
Not to say I am not happy or grateful. Maybe I think about this too seriously. But then, who is not?
Having a child is like a lifetime job that you are never be able to resign. Since the due date is getting closer (I am currently in my 32 weeks), I have more doubts and anxieties about this. There are too many and I can’t even elaborate.
I just have my faith in me that helps me a lot to carry on. The faith and my belief that I will never be alone to go through everything.
No matter how rough the road ahead, there will be one thing that always be near with me. One that is the help of all affairs.
Laa haula wa la quwwata illa billah.
I recite this one sentence very often along these months..
Well, welcome aboard, three-O:)